Hey there readers! sorry about the updates. And tmr is like my DnT exam. haish.. i am so damn stress..i juz had this feeling that my life is like suck!! coz of all those fighting and all those emotional that i had been throught. i dont how long am i gona be like this. after listen to one of this music make me realized how bad am i and how bad am i to you. if i juz wish i could change my life.. Coz all those memory we share and its like i can never forget about it. Why is this happening to me?...why is this happening to you... both parties are hurt  and you are confused. make your choice and guide your self to the right way. coz what i am doing is nothing and juz watching you in suffer.. i try my best to show you how care am i and how pity i have for you. you juz dont realized it...so i juz feel sad... 

 Every night i cry because of this. because of what have i done. because of what has happen to us. feels like not one even like me anymore. even my best friend.='( 

For all the things i 've done and said.. for all the hurt i've caused you...i hope you forgive me baby..cause that wasn't what i meant to do....